Today is the last day of April 2011.
I have been here for about two months. Many things have happened so far. As intended from the outset, most things at campus life have gone along. I know wherever I go, there is no where suite my taste perfectly. I just wanted to believe this time was diffrent compared to what I have seen in the past. Man has greed. It coms out to hurt others. I prejudged some of them again. I hope they be closer to me because they were learned men who could understand better like noble men; So they are the same people who I'd better not associate with. I feel keenly. I am still weak for mingling with them. I suffered from such a group. They are not the last people I'd trust with a secret. one I was supposed to believe most is not devoted sincerely to one. Nevertheless they have me swear to be ture to him. They should first.. they shoud have not done like that. How did? I was taken aback. It was a very sad thing. I was shocked. I don't know if I am still pool enough to misread. It could be not easy to have fun. I shrink more and more. I look ridiculous...after a long time. Do you know you tell me to believe while doing hypocridical things just in front of me?. U kidding?
Why don't you believe with one another? I wish I could commit to what we do better than anyone else. Why am I already feared? Whom should I blame? This is where I have really looked forward to. Don't let me down.
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